Dreams and Reality

so last night i had a dream that actually made sense for once. it was one of those dreams thats too easy to interpret in to reality, you know? here, i will tell you

DREAM: i took the wrong bus and ended up in san francisco instead of at school. and i had no cash to get back to santa rosa

REALITY: ive been thinking a LOT and worrying a lot about how to get john and michelle to santa rosa for cheap bc my uncles dont want to drive to san fran to pick them up from the airport. at first i thought it would cost 30 bucks one way to get them here!! ALSO, i have no way of getting cash unless i bother my uncles by writing them a check for cash. it SUCKS going out and only having a credit card to use! surprisingly, in CA i cant use my card at many places. and its a VISA!

DREAM: my backpack that i had with me weighed so much that i could barely pick it up off the seat to strap it on! and when i DID, it hurt my back really bad and kept making me fall backwards in the middle of the bus isle! 

REALITY: ive been SUPER stressing bc i havent gotten an answer back from financial aid yet about my student loans. im not sure how im paying for school yet. john said hes going to pay for it if i dont get enough loans, but i dont want that kind of personal debt hanging above my head! hes my boyfriend, not my banker. but Ive been going along, taking my classes, doing all the work,taking all the test, HATING one of my teachers, all the while stressed about it. 

DREAM: there was a super cute bassett hound on the bus that wouldnt leave me alone. it had really dirty ears and i was scratching them, trying to get all the dirt out and ease its missery a bit. i was trying to explain to the owner the importance of keeping a dogs ears clean (especially a bassetts!) and i wished i had the proper cleaning solution with me so i could make this doggy feel better.

REALITY: the bassett hound is my favorite hound. i miss my junedog and miss taking care of her. john takes EXCELLENT care of her, but i enjoy doing that, its my job and i miss it all. i also miss carsons doggies (bassetts) and cant wait to come home!!!!!